You realize you are somewhat parched. You are somewhat hungry. The soup tasted good. You feel a little sick. That tea wasn't awfully old, but it wasn't the best. This onceover helped a little to relax your nerves, but you are definitely scarred from the experience of killing your own grandfather. Perhaps you have something in your inventory to make you feel better.
You decide to handle the boarding with your crowbar. It works nicely, but the crowbar is now in disrepair. You consider whether or not you should keep it.