You are clearly doing something wrong here then. If you are not welcome here, there is nothing you can do about it. Why do you keep wasting time trying to be accepted to this forum?
If people are against you, they are against you. Thats it.
I'm not sure how you're conflating a moderation decision with all of that but in any event, an online forum is not some kind of club where you need popular support to participate. If the owners of the forum decide to not allow somebody, they ban them. Otherwise that person is allowed, regardless of how popular they are. I don't care if you or anybody else doesn't like me or doesn't want me here.